I had a dream in the afternoon…
Last I recalled, I dreamt of being Alya(Azure). I had my arms stretched out many times during that period. Many rejected me due to my performances in the game clashing with the Ancient’s Prophecy, just because I fought to protect the people living beyond the gates…
I remincised over the numerous times my allies argued with the citizens.
“Can’t you tell between the villians and the heros!?” Doris…
“He just saved your sorry butt back there and you scream at him for that?” Mr Lark…
“He’s no monster! Big bro just happened to learn this attack spell from Master Feng…” Felinus…
“I lost to pipsqueak fair and square. It had nothing to do with that thingamajic prophesy! Even if it were true, he should be stronger than this!” Izotz…
And then I remembered those people who rejected me. They were just confused as I was, then again, they had all the right to despise me. The feeling of them slapping my stretched out hands, stabbing my heart and souring my eyes stang throughout my time of rest. I heard screams as terrified as that of terrorists attacks. They called me names I could not comprehend and asked me to stay more than a metre away from them. The friends I made immediately hurled unruly remarks and vulgar names at me, slapping me before attempting to attack me when they found out who the rumors say I was.
Mr Lark was afraid to reveal to me the truth that I eventually found out so he created a alternate sub account to carry on his business. Felinus had exams to prepare. Doris and I were mostly alone together during our time online. We isolated ourselves to this area rarely anyone passes by. She was like a big sister to me and we talked to each other our problems there, where no one else could hear us. We were classmates of average rankings so we did lots of stuff together, even in reality.
2 years passed by really quickly, Felinus transferred a Boy’s Home due to a misunderstanding, Mr Lark lost his job and Doris moved to England with a new game account. Then, I realised how I was truly alone. They were never there from the start or the end. They were good but my curse had to make all these happen. Still, throughout the loneliness the ‘girl’s’ presence remained…
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I didn’t make LoTAP to be that emo!!!
